Dear Internet,

In 5 days I’ll be getting married.  I’m pretty excited that it’ll be over soon, to tell you the truth.  It hasn’t been a smooth or fun process that’s for sure.  I fully understand why wedding planners are so expensive and why people hire them anyway.  Oh well.

During the process I discovered that I have a little anger problem.  Sometimes..I get mad..for no reason (or very small reasons)..and I throw things.  I have chalked p my discovery to stress, lack of sleep and a constant tooth ache.  I’ve started grinding my teeth at night and I wake up with throbbing teeth every morning.

My Bridal Shower was yesterday and what fun that was.  I felt a little awkward being the center of attention.  We got a ton of fun stuff (my fav being the Keurig cofee maker I’ve been eyeing) and it’s nice to know that I have family and friends that were willing to spend the afternoon (and some money) with me.  I also loved the fact the my cousin Jessican got me this fantabulous robe with a dead roach in the pocket.  I’ve named him Sam.

My pops will be here tomorrow and honestly, I think aside from the fact that I’ll be Mrs. Lopez..I’m most excited about seeing him.  He’s flying down early to spend some time with me and to help me get everything done.  Then my stepmom and my little brother will be down Thursday.  FUN!

TTYLBFF,

(The Future) Mrs. Lopez