Dear Internet,

Thursday was the 4 week mark of mission: Get Emmy Hot Again.  I’ve lost 20 lbs! I’d like to get back to this size:

Which is about another 40 - 50 lbs.  I’m hoping to do this by March 15th, which some of you may know is when I’m getting married.  I’ve been working out pretty hard at the gym with a personal trainer and eating mostly protein and veggies, only about 800 - 900 calories.  I’m doing a weight loss program that is Dr. supervised and I’m also on medication.  I’ve had to have lots of medical tests and blood drawn and throughout that process I found out that I have a hypothryoid problem.  I’m on medication for that too, and it has really helped me feel better.

I haven’t drank for 2 months either and while my life has become somewhat boring, I keep telling myself that it will all be worth it.

Halloween just passed and the better half and I dressed up as Ceaser and Aphrodite.  I think its kinda funny that Ceaser was killed on March 15th and thats the day we’re getting married.

I however was the goddes of love, so I can assure you that I won’t be killing my Ceaser.